IF I COULD DO ANYTHING ELSE I WOULD

Dear Srila Prabhupada,
Please accept my humble obeisances. 
You are so kind to me. I am your "unincorporated" disciple.
I just love you. 
I can't really do anything to serve your mission.
I'm too crazy.
And it just gets worse.
It seems.. the more I hear and chant the more crazy I get.
Please tolerate me.
I don't want anything.
I just want to hear and chant. 
If I could do anything else I would.