Sometimes I feel so much anxiety. If something happens to me what will happen to Tulsi devi?
By the Lord's mercy I have some nice facility to serve Her. Southern Florida is warm all year and She is growing nicely in the little garden, which seems to constantly expand in different ways.
I have to watch every penny but I found some roof tiles that were discarded by the side of the road. They are making a great outer wall to keep the grass from invading. Only about half way through with the wall.
The more I do to make Tulsi devi's garden as nice as possible the more anxiety I have that what will happen if circumstances change. Actually it is not an "if" circumstances change...in the material world circumstances always do change and something will happen to me (material body). But what can I do? I have to try to serve Tulsi devi.
Maybe if my anxiety becomes great enough it will be enough to carry me back home Back to Godhead where there are no disturbances like birth, death, old and disease.
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